I Want To Blow My Brains Out

I m busting my a in college towards a degree which is essentially useless because i don t know what i want to do.

I have no calling in life nothing i want to do for the rest of my life. Everything i had ran like water through my hands. I was engaged to a christian man but after 2 months of being engaged he said he didnt see me through the father s eyes anymore. Sadly life doesnt go that way.

I want to blow my brains out by xleod tue may 25 2010 2 04 am seems like a complex situation that others on this forum are nervous about replying to. I ve been stuck inside for ten fucking months. Im 33 a single mom with a daughter i have raised all on my own. I used to be a born again christian but i have been hurt so much by the church.

Blow my brains out lyrics. I can t visit another state to escape i can t buy a car to progress in my life because that exposes me to covid which my grandparents would catch. Provided to youtube by ingroovesblow my brains out tikkle metikkle meauto generated by youtube. Sometimes i wish i could lend you my eyes lend you my hips and lend you my thighs sometimes i wish i could take a new shape switch out some parts and.

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I want to blow my brains out. Yeah i ve wracked my brain wondering why any god ie odin jesus yahweh allah apollo zeus the flying spaghetti monster etc etc would even want to intentionally put suffering people like us or destined to suffer type of people rather into the world and i ve not managed to come up with many benevolent positive reasons for such a decision on a deity s part or at least positive in the. I cant fuckin do this anymore man. I would give everything to write my 15y old self a long letter.

Sure you could blow your brains out but that wouldn t be winning in any sense. Nothing going on now or in the future to look forward to. Definitions by the largest idiom dictionary. One blow after the other.

I dont know you but ive been there too. That d be like quitting a game after 10 minutes because it was hard or confusing or you knew you d already lost even though you know you ll never get to try that game again. I want to blow my brains out. Should i blow my brains out.

I have one reason to live and when that goes and it will. Just this year my wife died then i was hospitalized etc etc. What does blow my brains out expression mean. I pretty much have no future or no past.

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Want to thank tfd for its existence. Definition of blow my brains out in the idioms dictionary.