I Don T Want To Exist Anymore

Have you ever felt this way.

Written by jamieclark21 4 18 2014. When you don t want to exist anymore. But i m too scared of dying to actually kill myself and i couldn t do that to my family. Does anyone get thoughts about not living anymore.

I hate being an over the top upper. I m by no means suicidal. I hate being a downer. If you think you don t want to exist anymore just keep in mind you are brought to live in this world because someone loves you.

I love life but i haven t seen good days. So i m not about to knock myself off or anything but im just really struggling because i just don t want to exist. Don t yo think everyone is. Even those who are supposed to be there in crisis don t want to hear me.

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I received this from a reader last month. I ve been trying relentlessly. Like if there was a way to just disappear with no pain and not hurting anybody you knew would you do it. I don t want that out of selfishness but in fact for those around me.

Ok i have answered this question so many times. I just don t want to exist. I think i just want to just go to sleep and never wake up. I want death total death or at least the closest to ceasing to exist i can get.

I hate feeling like a burden. I am not going to preach you. I m so depressed and i ve been trying for years to get better but there is no way out. I don t know what to do anymore.

Help lines leave me on hold. I don t want to exist. I hate that my husband has to be there for me and listen to me cry and groan and yell and be all over the place. I want it to stop i hate it i hate it so much and living is just discomfort and anxiety at this point there is no pleasure or reason it just hurts and i don t fucking want it anymore.

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Ok you are scared of dying really. I feel like life s a joke. You were born because you have a purpose in this life. But let me answer this again perhaps in a different way.

Ever just not want to exist for a while. But do you think dying is that easy. I brain has f me over. I don t want to exist anymore.

I feel so guilty. It maybe to help another person who is in the same state as you because you are in the better position to understand all the emotions and turmoils that person is going through.